That unfamiliar feeling...

Is the tie that breaks beyond depression. So many people in the world believe this emptiness inside them is depression. Pushing them sadder and lonelier each day. This feeling goes beyond depression. You feel as if you don't exist and nobody is aware if you. You feel you have emotions but nothing is there...

What is this nothingness? Where did it come from? I feel happy inside and out but my emotions are drained. You have friend and your life is way to amazing, yet you still feel as if where your hear and soul of emotions would be, it's empty. Your bad days are suppose to impact you but what if you aren't having a bad day or turn it around?

How can you feel like this. It's not hate, love depression sadness, happiness, angry, rage, it's not even a mixture of emotions. Everything is just gone.... You explain it to so many way, you could explain why you were crying, but what if it was for no reason? What if you weren't happy.... The emptiness simply is pushing you away in to what seems to be the darkness but it's not really darkness, you just seem to be fading as if you can't find anyone to understand you....

You feel you don't belong. You observe everyones behavior around yours and you simply don't feel you fit in. You occasionally talk to your friends, teachers or family, but you simply can't explain. All you know is you have this empty feeling. Those who have this feeling to are the only ones that truly understand you.

You wish you had a different life, start wondering what would happen if you weren't here if the out comes could be different. The only ones to truly understand you or to ever go to would be the ones who feel the same as the void. This isn't your name upset behavior. If someone were to observe you they made notice the emptiness in your voice, movement and eyes. You might have nothing to hide but that's the empty void feeling.

This feeling you have you simply can't get rid of it. It usually doesn't matter when talking to anybody about it but sometimes it will show through writing, drawings, something not normally behavioral expressed. The feeling is there no matter what you do. You can vent it but you still feel like this each and every day...

This feeling goes on for so many people trying to explain it to there, family friends or teachers, yet they live with this feeling of emptiness which isn't even really a feeling. It's a simple void you aren't able to get rid of, something that rarely shows unless the person feels the same way...

At most times..... there are truly.... nothing.... you can do...

Although.... you do have ways of asking for help but when you're unable to feel helped you simply have these emotionless expression, emptiness of eyes and unable to form a decent grin or smile....

This void feeling goes beyond depression....